In this episode of Life With Grief, I sit down with Nina Rodriguez to talk about sibling grief after the sudden death of her only brother, Yosef, who died from fentanyl poisoning on September 11, 2019—just one day after his 32nd birthday.

Nina shares what it means to grieve as a sibling, why bereaved siblings are often the “forgotten mourners,” and how the loss of a brother or sister can deeply impact identity, birth order, and family dynamics.

Together, we explore the complex layers of grief after addiction-related death, including stigma, shame, anger, and the painful reality of intrusive questions about cause of death.

We talk about:
✨ Sibling grief and the experience of being a “forgotten mourner”
✨ Losing an only sibling and the identity shift that follows
✨ Addiction, recovery, and fentanyl poisoning
✨ Navigating stigma and intrusive questions after a drug-related death
✨ Supporting grieving parents while grieving yourself
✨ Parentification and complicated family roles
✨ Grieving legacy and the end of a family line
✨ Continuing bonds and staying connected after loss
✨ Spiritual curiosity, near-death experiences, and meaning-making after grief
✨ Finding purpose after loss and redefining what it means to “walk each other home”

If you’re grieving the death of a sibling, navigating loss due to addiction, or trying to make sense of who you are after loss, this conversation will remind you that your grief matters—and you are not alone.

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